Why don’t I feel?
Why don’t I feel?
Why don’t I feel?
Just so distant and jaded
nothin’ feels real…
‘
the solution has been drawn up
over many sleepless night’s
why I am still struggling is
because I am still in this fight
I should just end it right here
why I haven’t yet still remains unclear
maybe hell does exist
and I don’t want my soul to end up there
‘
damn, damn, damned
damn, damn, damned
damn, damn, damned
la-lala-la-la
la-lala-la-laa
‘
ghost in the shadows
whispering words to me
I do not understand their language
but I feel their misery
tempting me to join them all
from within the darkness
of this lonely hall
‘
Why don’t I feel?
Why don’t I feel?
Why don’t I feel?
Just so distant and jaded
nothin’ feels real…
‘
why am I only able to connect with psychopaths
mass murderers and their rage?
All feels so dead to me…
and life feels like I'm staring though a cage
where I must suffer, suffer the boredom it reaps
blood spilled madness
as the soul obtains the grief
‘
damn, damn, damned
damn, damn, damned
damn, damn, damned
la-lala-la-la
la-lala-la-laa
‘
but must be patient
and wait
wait
'
la-lala-la-la
la-lala-la-laa
'