Love is so weird
Some say it's just chemicals
glitter in your brain,
a cocktail mix
sometimes a molotov one

And I try to resolve it
I try to find its components
But it's all mixed up
desire, friendship, love,
a yearning to be closer

To exist in your laugh
to be close to that energy
that flows in your veins
in the nerves firing off in your brain

Your body contains your brain
Veins full of glowing blood
Fireworks that produces thoughts and words
your powerful yet silly words

You are a flame
a nuclear flame
and I want to be closer

Maybe the feelings are stronger
because they contain a no
friendship, desire not just for the body
But your brain
electric sparks of ideas

I am in love
As a friend, friendship love
As something more, undefined
A sharing of minds and souls

As someone I can never have
In a way I do not even know
my heart wants

To exist in your laugh