I want to forget you
or at least my feelings
my troublesome feelings
who cannot sit still
and read in the book like everyone else

I want to forget
my fluttering heart
my happiness in your prescence
when we meet

I want to stow away
everything that isn't friendship
the infatuation, attraction, admiration
my wish to see your dark sides
what happens when you're sad?

How does your darkness feel?

I want to forget my longing
my giddyness when you write
I want to forget my dreams about more
more you, more us, more...everything

I just want friendship
a friendship that does not want
other than your company
and telling you funny things

You are such an awesome being
a star child in a dark universe
a comet of colour
streaming through the void

I want to forget my love for you
I want to forget my fruitless search
for a spark within you
to match my own

I want to forget something that cannot be forgotten
because I do not want to
I do not want to forget