You've been idling inside me -
For some time now -
Can't shake you off, can't think clearly -
But your roaming won't stop -
You're merely, a single thought -
A dream, I continuously try to block -
Somehow you keep on picking every lock -
Even though, I throw the key away -
You turn my heart to stone -
Everytime it blooms -
Everytime it tries to grow -

Why? Why won't I let you go? -
Why won't you go away? -
Why won't you leave? -

Because... -
When you're not around -
It's hard for me to breathe -
When you're not around -
I can't function properly -
Honestly -
Everywhere I go, you follow me -
Because... -
You roam in every little part of me -
But..you never kept -
The things you promised me -

Still that beauty struck me down -
That perfection -
Smoothly hit me with no sound -
Those amazing eyes -
Buried me so deep within your lies -
And that smile of divinity -
Broke me unconditionally -
When I realized -
My love for you -
Reaches to infinity -

Every sense of your existence -
Made perfection seem hollow -
I was the broken one -
You had to fall on -
The one, you'd steal the heart of -
The one, you'd manipulate -
The one, your lies would suffocate -
You knew, but didn't stop -
Afraid, that I wouldn't stay -
But hey, your ways are not okay -
Because... -

In a million timelines -
I'd still choose you -
If I could cross universes, -
I'd still choose you -
Because I was never happy -
Until you came -
Now all my dreams, point out your name -
And I know now, what love is -
I know now, what pain is -
Thanks to you, I faded -
When I realized -
All the time I've wasted -
Just to see my soul intoxicated -
That everything we built -
Were thoroughly created -

Just to be crushed and not appreciated -
Without any mercy -
Cuz it feels like you dragged me along -
Just to hurt me -
While every word and every action -
Were sadly true, I must say -
That even to this day -
I love you, though it burns -
I miss you, though it hurts -
You will never leave my earth -
My kingdom, you mingle -
In my heart, forever -
Though I walk this path alone -
In my heart you're always home -