My world will die tonight
There is no return
I lost the battle
The battle of my life, my world
The battle for myself
What I have to lose?

Razor blades, knives and a a piece of glass
River and rips in the outer
In order to give expression to what it is in my internal
I am not a warrior
Equipped with shield and sword
I will never eh same as before.
I am crushed, dishonor.
I am living dead.


In hell, I will burn
From the earth my soul may disappear
Can no longer see clearly
Live in a bubble
A mist that lasts for ever
I am helpless
I do not have the power to even defend myself
No one can fight for me
But I am not capable enough to fight itself.


Skinny, weak and malnourished
Gives expression of lack of food, I know inside my shell
I have no ground to stand on
No, without a parachute fall I
Longer and longer
Does it ever end?
Im dead, but why do I still breath?

Whisperings in the dark
Invisible hands are all over my body
My screams as oaks
The silence stunned
I stand here
In mourning epicenter
Hatred and sorrow flows in waves around me
Help me out of here
I do not want to be here

Scars, wounds and infections
In my internal
Nevertheless, as in my Face
I see how robots you call people staring
But the eyes are empty
You see, but to ensure
You think
But you never know.
I am unreal
I do not really
But why are screaming my throat when the clean water?

I may be insane
Yes, it must be
I am insane
I can not stop laughing
But I can never cry
I run
Flee
Avoiding my past
My life
My mirror
yes, I live in a constant drain
From my own shadow.

My tablets
My medicine
It has, I hid
Slipped away
And saved
For a time
Right now, not when
Not since
Now, the bells
Which is really my heartbeat
I get headaches
I have to get them to stop.