Lost my life, lost my soul
I feel more and more haggard in this dark cold hole
So much pain, so much lies
If you listen, you can hear my cries
So much fright, so much shame
But I know that life´s just a game
So much sorrow, so much hate
I want to say "I´m sorry" but it´s to late

I feel hate, I feel fright
and now day turns into night
Lost my love, lost my mind
It feels like I have been blind
I want to cry, I want to die
It feels like I have lived in a lie
My blood´s dripping, my blood´s tasted
and now it feels like my my life´s wasted

I don´t want to feel this way
I don´t have any place where I can stay
I just wanna go out and lay down on the lawn
and then just waiting to the dawn
and then my life no longer can´t be saved
Just put me in a grave

I´m know that I sounds condescending
But it feels like my life´s ending
The say that after darkness comes the light
But I don´t know when