Sometimes

I still have a hard
time understanding

what I did
what you did
what we did

Sometimes
it just hits me

all these poetry...

it would never have
been written

if it weren't
for you

all these words...

they would never
have existed

if you didn't
exist

Your infidelity
my infidelity

the hunger
for freedom
the chaos
the hurt

your shattered will
my broken heart

all this vulnerability
all this naked beauty

all this
Love

all this creativity
from the depth
of myself
all these poetry

would never
have been born