The pain, I did swallow

Yet still I feel hollow

My soul feels much like death

My heart and lungs both out of breath

Can't escape the fate I've set

Can't escape the hurt, and yet

I still resort to torture

Don't know if I can stop for sure

This lesson I still have yet to learn

In my mind it needs to burn

Time heals all, some do say

Yet not this time, no how, no way