The stars shine in surprise
Like the curious eyes
Of spies
Seeing all your lies
Spread out over your bed
Everything you said
Has turned to broken noise
I can’t remember the sound of your voice
But still it echos in my ears
And I hide from the tears
Pushing them back and keeping a straight face
But in my head I’m flashing back to the first few days
When you were so nice
And I didn’t think twice
That it might end this way
I thought that this feeling was here to stay
I try to stay strong
And I keep telling myself that it’s wrong
I don’t like who I become when I’m with you
And when you went away I grew
So here I stand, ten feet tall
But still feeling so small
I don’t want you to call
And I’m not going to crawl
But I still can’t help but think
‘What if’ and that’s when I shrink
And all that I so carefully put back together
Falls down again and I try to blame it on the weather
Saying I’m sad because it’s dark outside
Saying that the darkness hides my pride
But I know that winter is not at fault
It’s my heart that's guilty for this assault