Watching her thin frame pass by, seeing her sweet little face, hearing her perfect voice. No, I am not in love. Girls doesn\'t turns me on. The thing is, she makes me jealous. On a cover of Vogue, she would do perfect. With her 11 centimeters high heels, size 2xs, brown hair in perfect condition and length and her gorgeous big eyes she would draw all the attention to her. In the centre of attention, that is where she belongs.
I wish, and I wish, night after night, that my life would be a lot more like hers. I realise that everything is kind of the same. Then I remembered. I am not skinny. I were m not 2 xs. Not 1xs not xs, it\'s 2xs she needs. I can\'t get it on me. And certainly not off me. She makes me wanna be even more perfect. She is not tanned, she is not a modell. Just a hell of inspiration.