i've prepared my whole life
tendered and cared
for fights

i've determined my sounds
sure enough, realizing
the strength in the sky
so high

untouchable,

like i.



i've wrapped my soul in light
changing easily
in case of sight

i've smoothened my heart in vaseline
gasoline could not touch
while on fire

since its already been poisoned
by my own grease

so fragile inside,
like i.



i put labels all over my kindred
skin:

chameleont
wizard
smoke
no
one.



it didn't suit me
not even
as a child.



i am all
everyone
each single leaf turning the wind to it's soil
each bubble bursting
the twist of the flow

each corner of the snowflake
frozen crystal to be
spoiled

to become
sunwings carried upon
each bumblebee refusing gravity for life

so stubborn,
like i.



yes,
iv'e prepared my whole life
tendered and cared
for fights

only to now
at the storm of the eye


lay my fists down.