To not have held you for such a time is making my chest twist with tourment and my heart to ache like its been ripped out of my reach.

To in such feeling know that in near future I will spend every night with you makes one feel like anyone could walk on water.

To look back on the other side remembering whats happened I fill with anger mixed with joy, but still I can feel a tear falling towards my lip knowing the taste of salt from before.

The love I have for you is like none I knew existed for I have loved before but not close to the one with you.

The things I would have reached for to do for your unknown joy are endless in a mannor I would die for.

The unlivable thought of loosing you again makes my eyes fill up with tears.

But now I know for sure, for sure that you are the one who wants to stay with me.

And for that I have prayed, for I am not religious but for your love I would do anything.