Depth

dark blue

weightless
in the heaviness

Breathing
while

holding
my breath

screaming
while being silent

drowning
while awakening


Hitting rock bottom
waking up on a cloud

not dead

alive

a new morning
emerging

Silence in the hallway

stepping outside

It is winter
cold
blue
white
icy

But soon
the sun

will have melted
all ice

and my hands
will once again
be covered in
paint and flowers

While waiting
spending the now
figuring out

where to go next
perhaps to a strange
place

that only exists
...


- in my mind