My fist is blue from rage and sadness
Self-motivation never helped
I’ve been thinking about the rooftop
Stepping up looking down
But I’m too curious about the future to end it all now
It’s awful I might have to open up to cope
My brain’s not exactly something you’d want to get to know

I wanted to be an austronaut
Now my head’s just fucked
The only thing school taught me
Was to never ever get caught
The only thing the system taught me
Is that there is no real fight to be fought
There is nothing I can do to change the rules if I don’t live by them
And by that time my head’s going to be what they want it to be
A crippled mind in a functioning body
A belief that isn’t mine

They’ve put so many limitations on me
I’m starting to think they’re actually there
If none of the things I can do is what I want to
I might as well stay locked in here
As long as my mind is free it doesn’t matter where my body be
All I need is air to breath
Really, that’s all I need