An endless feeling of hopelessness
A feeling so deep in doubt
Self deprecative to a crippling point
I can’t
A feeling of not being enoughness
Can’t pinpoint what it’s really about
My life about to disjoint
I know I can’t

Will there ever be life?
Will there ever be love?
For someone like me?
I can’t
Constant thinking about you being my wife
Even though I’ll never feel what’s above
’Cause for me it’s only not to be
Because I can’t

This constant anxiety
Thinking of you
The only person that matter
I can’t give you what you deserve
I’ve forgotten the feeling of sobriety
Since you are all I can view
Yet I know my heart will shatter
Since I can’t

Love
Something I can’t
Life
Something I can’t
Die
Something I want