I got drunk on your shadows and my light died in the arms of the chaos that happened when I got lost in your darkness.
In the end I was left drunk, shattered and alone.
The high that you given me started to fade and reality cut my fragile gray self to pieces. I wanted to hold on to you and get another fix but I only hit air when I reached for you.
I shed the few tears I had left and with them followed my last emotions and it left me cold and empty inside.
Now I am the nobody I thought I was before I fell at your feet, but not as innocent and not as trusting as I was then.
I drank poison to forget the promises you made and then broke.
What is left of me is now waiting for death with a broken smile.