I am empty after you left.
Now all that is left of me is a chilling loneliness that never goes away.
I tried to fill the emptyness with fake smiles and acts of happiness that was even more fake than my smiles.
But nothing helped with the empty feeling inside of me.
Soon I tried to fill it with the numb feelings that the pills gave me.
But in the end they made me feel even worse.
Soon as a last escape I tried to bleed out the emptyness.
But in the end even that couldn\'t fill the whole in me.
So now I just curl up and cries every night.
You are still gone and I am still empty.
I am learning to deal with the emptyness and live my life.