The feelings that I embrace
I didn’t know that this was possible.
Like if my body, soul and mind hade a race
That just one of them could win.
It feels like if it is unstoppable.
This huge and shining blaze
The fear of losing it all
like a teardrop in the wind.

I can usually simply walk away from it all
Put on what used to be a mask
Which is now my true face.
It’s at times like this that I feel the call
Feeling my feelings go off in a blast
And end in what is nothing more but a cold case.

Somehow I just can’t stand the chance of not having you.
Not seeing us as a pair.
Why? None can say
But I guess I will pay
For the rest of my days
And se what destiny hase foretold for me
In this great race.

For you where the first one
To tell me what would shake me to the core
“For you are very opened”
“But still so closed”
Those words felt like a sword
Swung through my body and soul
And now all I have
Is what I am
And what I refuse to lose.
Because I have decided to not exist without you.