I thought
I thought I really knew
what I was doing

Thought all the things around me,
the world I live in,
the life I have before me,
the street beneath me
was
what they always have been
what they always have been

And I hoped
hoped i wouldn't need to
take that step

out
of my self

out
of my shell

But
but
but, now I don't know
anymore
anything
No, I don't have any idea
about what I AM DOING
anymore..

Everything turned around
twisted around me
made me blind

(Help me see)