Im born...That you can be sure of but when?

- Well, im not ashame to be an adult 2014 i turned 51

. Im Born 1963 and that time is

still alive and put pebbles in youngsters shoes to hold

themup a sec. In vain of course....

-- idiotjim is true and the truth shall set us free --

1975...Moved to Husby...modern as hell...1977 turned 13

and started cutting clases all the time but being present in

school...

Why? Ask some attention researcher...

1977-78-79 destroyed by oidipal lock and evidential no love.

I WAS in love..vibrating...hot...but awashed in shame and

totalySHOCKED when it had been transparent to everyone

but i didnt get it.

Oidipus, read up on it. Absoulutely worth it.

Ive heard of a female thingy 'ELEKTRA' but dont know it.

-- idiotjim is true and the truth shall set us free --

Started work 1979 at 'GOMAN - Charkuterifabrik a food

factory tied to the cooperation somehow...There i learned

how to work and the ethics surrounding it and being junior

also all the extemptions. Both real and others more

informal.I found myself in the boiler room. There we

produced pea soup - baked beans - porridge and more...

A part was called the fry-corner and held three machines or

production lines. It was:

Meatballs.
'kroppkakor' (translation?).
Pancakes.

-- idiotjim is true and the truth shall set us free --

I did my time as a packer and my time

as a pancake folder and stacker...

Started run the machines, produce the stuff...

Mixing potatoes and egg and more for the 'kroppkakor'.

Pancakes with egg milk and all, no mix or shit...

In the end of the day we took the machines apart to

clean them...put them in working order again...

And stupid as i am i fixed a new job just as i became really

warm here...

-- idiotjim is true and the truth shall set us free --

Coop retail...

'Domus' the stores was named...

I was to open and sign for stuff at the back door.

And check and put pricetags on everything...In that

days every single product had to be tagged...I hated

this job and couldnt get it to work, ande when my boss and

the only other guy in that place had vacation i totaly

lost it...I was three weeks back in products to check when

-- idiotjim is true and the truth shall set us free --

my boss came back...this was july...At the new year

we were back in order again...

After one year....School...FolkHighSchool....

Met a grrrl, lost a grrrl Oidipal lock still destroying all love

(sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry Lena!)

Lived in several collectives good and not so good ones...

-- idiotjim is true and the truth shall set us free --

Got a apartment 40¤ one room, moved there, got isolated

and in 1989 i finaly lost my mind in the clinical sence.

-- idiotjim is true and the truth shall set us free --

My 90s was a mess of corridors, diffrent institutions,

in hospital and in 'open care'....

-- idiotjim is true and the truth shall set us free --

To be set up in a small flat after being tied to the

psychiatric care for 10-15 years isnt easy.

Almost no social network to rediscover...

15-20 years has blownthru... We dont know

eachother any more...thats the truth...

Love? Dont be silly!

-- idiotjim is true and the truth shall set us free --

This is mainly still the pic but not entirely, some social calls

and after a long walk a good and as i see it adequat

medication.

-- idiotjim is true and the truth shall set us free --

Im bi-polar2 and i WAS probably a ADHD kid but fighted it

out i belive..

But now the body starts to go apeshit!

Ask me....

here are now a older presentation for your amusement =D

-- idiotjim is true and the truth shall set us free --

Im Jim!

I was born 63 without mercy or free icecream

1978 Marley sang Could You Be Loved and it is always winter.

My love was locked down oidipal major...

Lonely could dancer be frozen but im quality so i chose life.

Tic Toc-Suburban kids, as the oilitical rock of the era sang

about, called the kings of the concrete,

it was us.

Tic Toc-

But time passes.

A number of decisions good and bad flies by...

As love...

repeated several dances but im scared to 'fall in love'. I may lose my mind....

its happend you know ... (my eternal excuses Lena!)

So it's over. NO ITS NOT!

Im alive....After all...

Tic Toc-

Im set free but are caged as well..

Tic Toc-

Time i have but no people...

Tic Toc-

Where are you...Hello...

is there anybody out there...?

Tic Toc.

___________________________

Jim 2014-10-18

Longing almost for nothing...

hope for almost nothing...

do almost nothing ...

Do not need much...

_____________________________

'Freedom's just another word for' nothing left to lose ' -kris kristofferson--

Saw London 1975 in fifth grade with my mom. Elisabeth R.I.P.

Worked industry and retail COOP

And At the royal Swedish Post - started in the 1600s Lost in money ocean after the millenium shift

Id had a possible - booooring -

acareer with good words there...

But i broke into 1000 pieces.

No 10 000 pieces and then some.

It was 1989. Almost all ppl i knew vanished and you

must ask them why.

I dont know and now i dont need that knowladge anymore.

Im a lot.

Im a: Coffee drinker with shoes.

He who opens the window and looks at trees.

Its me that dances mad in pain for a minute when my

toe boinked the table.

Go to Youtube and search ''jim björklund' to hear my music.

You be surprised...

Just being born i calculated the universe at 1,7 sec

but after my first zip from mummys nice

containers it all went out of my mind and to god-he was very

annoyed.

His job that is.

mon nome de guerre - idiotjim - almost gone

jimrsbjorklund is more 2014

Im also he who do music of rather low quality cause i had

to start DO that. (hundereds of vids on youtube, search on

my name...you'd be surprised again)

Did i say that i am he who drinks coffee? Yes i did. Well...

I am able to trancend into blork for you all, but thats

nothing.Its on me.

But their singing sugar monsters with their

headphones, smartphones without smart with heapsof cats

with egg calling baby jane.Well sometime its awful,but since

its your problem-to-be, im fine with it.

Just standing in some of the gardens. -

et cetera!

JimB

-- idiotjim is true and the Truth Shall Set us Free --

ENFP Is My Personality Type

Extroverted (44%)

Intuitive (50%) Feeling (50%)

Perceiving (44)%

I've had moderate preference of Extraversion over Introversion (44%)

I've had moderate preference of Intuition over Sensing (50%)

I've had moderate preference of Feeling overthinking (50%)

I had moderate preference of Perceiving over Judging (44%)

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