I fear the cynicism that consumes me,
this fear of giving in to the bitterness and hatred.

For the purpose of becoming free,
I wish to devour the world with no remorse.



It is a dull pain of emptiness and indifference ,
for I am tired of wearing all these fabricated lies upon my face.

I wish and seek the true deliverance, where we all can put down our masks and be free.


The boundary of sanity washes out and becomes thinner,
while the spark was fickle my whole soul is now set ablaze.

I want to destroy it all and leave no winner, make it all, forcefully, disappear.



I want to feed this need for violence, see the beauty in the destruction of innocence.