We surely have different priorities.
Apparently aren’t we as good friends as I thought.
I clearly got a tendency to always overrate peoples’ affections.

I believe that if you make a promise you hold on to it.
But you don’t care of promises and duties at all.
You always just see all the fun in life.
I see everything both the dark and bright.
What you like to do, what you got to do.

You have everything for free.
‘While I have to work my as of, to get the slightest thing.
We don’t just have different priorities,
We live two totally different lives.
It’s a miracle that we are or were some kind of friends at all.
.
Of course can’t I change your personality.
Don’t get the wrong idée of me now.
I still love you.
I just understand that you’re a spoiled child.
Like can come and go as you like.
Uncaring for others feelings.

You expect that I always will catch you if you fall,
No matter what.
But can I expect the same of you?
I seriously doubt that.

I don’t know if you love me?
Like me?
Or even
Care about me.?
You just accepting me around.
To be your back and call.

You must understand following lines.
I can’t always be there for you,
If you isn’t around for me.
We can still hang out,
Even that I might don’t know your feelings.
And aren’t sure of our friendship,
But I will love you no matter what to end of our days, until my last breath and my last thought.
I can only hope you do the same for me.

..To one of my best friends..