Acknowledge that gives the other party credits ….

Well its nice to be in the view point from people who seems nice … but still there exist an hesitation to magnify  the contents …

Will their be som obstacles that will harm one? Or is´t  some kind of pure  kindness !  Well I don’t now every last answer here, I do my lines and hypothetical thoughts threw my mind ! Its a huge world in my bubble bobble imagination …. The day it all stops when many things will perhaps turn out to be beter or worse … Here I am contemplating something from my own mind trying to figure it out the meaning with life and why a girl like you is so damned important for me, You aint bad looking either more gorgeous and beautify when ever ! Every time I see you far away or close by my heart reacts differently … You freeze the time all-around … So you are special indeed ….in the end.       

So I affect your world - does your bobbles explode ?

What comes out of them? Do they lighten things up or make things more stranger then ever? Does the feelings you have for me … may I give you a hug and try at least to warm things up  around us ! I get very afflicted myself here cause you are always I my mind … the sadness often grabs me and I let many feelings out with know hesitation of what so ever what it may do or force forward the things you have inside you … I steep on your bobbles so the smashes … that saddens me!

But am I a ”monster” Piia or not  just because I don’t see clear whats infront of me or do I just care for my own satisfaction ?

I try to speak out so clear like the crystal shard shines !  Sometimes I see , and sometimes its not an act of evil or plain errors ? Well one thing I pointed out here this evening that is a fact and for sure true In my beliefs - yeah and its not your but my own in my loneness what happiness is... that you can find of joyfulness … how do I spread it in the right way ? Is it the langue we grown up with that halter the process ? Have I woken something again in you so you fallback once again, I know I touch your heart with words often very simple one, so should I use only the simplest expressions to reach you, to even come closer and to dance with you in the moonlight … I am tired after my work and was full of energy till my companion went home earlier and i had to walk  some km in the cold and silly thought about you apeerd!

I looked up and shouted to the sky, why are you so mean to me , why do you harass me, am I a looser with naiv dreams? I hate the city it gets me down sometimes, and gives me tears that feels they never end falling down!

Yeah I am dried out .. in this cold heart landscape…

But here is the catch ” I love you so!” And I am not up to ask you how your day went … A clerk has same routines every day or am I att the wrong track here! Well the sleepyhead is tired and wants to rest  … perhaps tomorrow I get more lucky to conversate  with you on beter topics … Danne is exhausted now , but burning with full of love that he carries within all day long … you are special … IMP