It's piercing through my heart,
tearing me apart.
Ripping me to pieces.

All I ever wanted was the joy of being happy.
All I ever searched for was the calmness in the cool summer breeze.
The soft touch of your hand..

But now I'm caught in a blizzard, blinded by the snow.
Numbed by the being of all that ever was you, I think I lost my soul.

Now I'm all alone in a world filled with happy people.
I can't see the enjoyable thing's in life and nothing really matters.
I'm screaming at the top of my lungs and no one's reacting.

All these dark emotions are digging a big hole.