Oh God, I confess
my heart is burning
Thoughts of hate
many angry tanks

I want to believe in you
but I do not know where you are
I have whole my life tried to follow your words
without even have the right faith

But I wish so fervently that you are here
so that, in my opinion, there are some meaning with my kindness
But you know all people who have used me
they have changed me inside my heart

I was a few years ago close to be an evil man
bought something no one should have in his hand
But luckily, I found not what I'm looking for
and I managed to calm me down before I done something very bad

But now brushing against the bad wires at me again
stop them before it becomes serious again
You know I feel like a time bomb
help me to disarm this bomb

If you do not find a solution
give me no more trial
Send off a few blood clots
in a great big troop and they stops me

I feel so tired
in all ways
Just want to give up
and sleep forever

Please help me
i will not take my life
But you are welcome to take my life
if you are just proving that you are here

Amen