A bad day we all have
Today it does not feel easy
I feel as if I should fall
become flat as pie

I wonder how close i have to the limit
how little is the difference
Why stops everything suddenly the sunshine
what is it that the brain conceals

Are you closer to death than you think
or are you sick to think about that you are sick
How can you suddenly change from happy to suicide
is my psyche on about to run out

It takes so little
I suddenly want to paint the world black
I don´t understand
why I paint good night

I seek nothing
do not need something
Do need nothing
nevertheless i miss something

Do I lie to myself
so fantastic good
I don´t understand it myself
I just wonder

i crying hurt today
about myself
with self-pity tears
I curse myself

I´m Feeling tired of living
tired that i´m just exist
i not feel that i will survive
dont see the point of my existence