You left and didn’t tell
Left and emptied my shell
Never to be full, never to savor moments again
I saw you walk out and screamed

I cried and banged my head
The concrete wall soaked in red
I can’t leave it, can’t be fullfilled again
The door slammed hard and steps disappear

Inside my brain cooked, boiled to nothing
And on the floor I saw the golden ring
I will never real, never be me again
Changes flee and I become non-human

The wall is silent and I fear
That the night will make me hear
The footsteps walking past, again and again
Crept up in a ball, lost in time

It was my fault, my mistake
I thought I did it for our sake
But I was wrong once more, once again
And payed a price to high

With no exit in sight, no life after this
I can still feel our last kiss
And it crushes me again
To be alone in the world

All my ties to you, severed by my hand
I will always live with this brand
Forever and ever, remind me to never again
Take a life for granted

I became a stranger and an unknown
In my own thoughts I tread water, fighting not to drown
Why can’t you see my for my real self again
Wishes will never make you want me more

Life rolls by and I can’t see clear at all
You left me and couldn’t even gloat at my fall
As I sit here again
Heartbroken and lost in life