Can you be nice God

i can no more

Help me now to understand

why i can not avoid the ungrateful door

I am so tired

to be tapped

That i create my own conscience hell fire

like my own goodness gloria trap

And when I get angry

of those who took my kindness for granted

I feel so tired and sorry

and feel the evil transplanted in my soul

You are my last hope

that love exist

So give me your love soap

before I will break down and cry

If you don´t help me, i will shoot myself and die

can´t se the meaning if i survive alone

I only feel my fear for love and seeing my love who dies

then i refuse to live on this selfish earth alone