Endless freezing walks of denial
It feels like all is seeded- a pulp stuck into a jar-
Steps behind you stay in a shallow white
Everything in a second simply closes down
The ashes spilled off of a trembling sky
Stay unreachable just a fingers wide

And yet a step away- a dream in site
A step that forwards you into tonight
All your goals are achieved
You have won all of you fights

If you could just close your eyes
Obliviate the meaningless
Shut it down, for whole second maybe
Only this time
Or just even skip it
Just sit this one out

It could help- says the thought
Wrinkled up your worried mind

You would finally be free
End a death yet unfollow this life
If you could just only close your eyes
You could even start to write
Yes, you could achieve
You could reach tonight

The shades of wind uncover the dust
Instantly all is pale, you have lost your brush
Again it feels like all is routed
In your own, personal portrait:
Once and for all, here and now-
Endless freezing walks of denial

By Igor Šlafer.