I will die alone by my own hand
i will return to the kingdom of death
i may already is there
with no hope..
no reality..
so tired of love
so tired of tears
so tired of life
hope is only a word in my world
cant belive how everything just end
cant belive why everything hurt
everythig is pain for me
pain have been a beautiful thing for me
my heart is made of steel
all i need is love
but..who wants to love me?
who wants to just hold me and say you love me..
everyday is a nightmare
love have just been a dream for me
i want to be beautiful
be strong and faithful

but i cant be something i´m not am

i´m ugly
weak
and dead