/You seem bewildered

I would sink into you as a stone in water/

/Still

Oh how I seek words

if not my own then please let it be yours/

/We stagger

and still we must both wonder why you don\'t love me no longer

a womans\' touch must be all but wisdom

for what we knew before is what we will know afterwards/

/I lean to her and she shivers

but we never kissed

neither did any of us speak up/

/What would I do, stick around?

Yes I should have stayed

because now after, I still know nothing other than I did with her/

/But I miss her

and neither courage nor insight

is no longer allowed/

/Not in love

I hit myself harder than any fist could

and the damage leak into my heart

like colored pencils in summer rain/

/I am blue on black

I am blue on black/