I'm missing you now.
I never sleep.
Avoiding the spots,
When we have to speak.
And this bottle of alcohol,
Is taking me home...

I clohting my pillow,
With your t-shirt and jeans.
Pretending that you are here with me.
And then I still,
starting to asking...


I'm missing you loud.
How do you sleep?
Looking throught my eyes.
How do you breathe?
How can you still, not pretending?


I leave you a note.
Wrighting all that I can.
Gives you the words,
That I cant hide.
And making sure,
You're getting safe home.

I look at the sky,
The one we used to watch.
Pointing with my finger.
Paiting with my hand.
And asking...


Are you the day?
You burning me.
Or are you the night?
With cold and darkness,
Around me?
Are you happy,
With this fake reality?
I hope You never ending.


I could have banged my head.
I could have shoot you dead.
But instead I'm dying,
Inside and out.
And trying,
To say.
That I'm,
Still,
In love.