I found myself in laughter
In an happily ever after
I pleased you with my grace
But you failed me right in my face
Now I inspect life as nothing but a bore
Oh yes, darling
You got me crawling on the floor

I can honestly say that I was quite sure
Now my ancestors barely show their face anymore
The great essence of my arrogans is harsh to endure
Every now and then
My intensions are not pure
I will not say that I wish you would be injured
But does it really matter, love?
You're already drowning in your own blood

I got honor I got it all
It's interesting how easily you made me fall
I wasn't aware enough
And the trick you played me was kind of rough
The memories aren't fading away yet
Your voices reminds me not to forget
Yes, what you did was black and white
Every now and then
I give up the fight

I spend every god damn night on the floor
Lord, oh lord would you please hand me the cure
This heart of mine is aching like it did that day
If someone threatened me I would most likely obey
By the way, do you come here often?
I got a hand of my emotions but I lost them

Anyways who am I to know what is real
What is it that I'm missing, what is it that I'm about to feel?
My imaginary graveyard is making itself heard
I take orders from this black little bird
Now the flutes are crying the bitter blues
I could had told you yes
Then it wouldn't been no abuse
Now I see it, rapist of mine
I guess I am yours to pine

The ordinary folks are still making jokes, and they're dancing
When I'am alone I appreciate it, it's dark and enchanting
Got to get myself in the mood
I promised myself a thousands of times that I wouldn't do it
But obviously, I would

I might get myself through this, you never know
It would have been just a tiny bit easier though
If you hadn't ruined it