why do i cut myself?
do i want the attention?
or is it because i can't stand the emptiness
that rules inside of me?
to feel the pain,
see the red blood dripping from my wrist,
to see how the skin parts?
or do i know at all why i do it?
to be honest...
i have no clue...
i just do it
and it makes me feel good...

so i guess i am sort of an attention whore,
i want the attention of my empty soul
and fill it with pain.