my mind is occupied
by the flowing stream
of confusion.

i started to hang out with a guy
i really like,
just as friends,
but my dear one thinks
there is something going on between the two of us.

i told him
it's not like that,
because i'm already,
as he should know,
emotionell taken.
by him.

but his answer,
with a wary expression,
was:
"those feelings can change fast,
very fast."

why dosn't he understand
that he is my one,
the one i love?

why dosn't he put believe
and trust
into my words?

why do i have the feeling
that i have to prove him my love?
and that on a daily basis...