Maybe one day, I wont feel this depressed / and stressed / of never seeing the sun, cause of all them crests / maybe I’ll feel blessed / maybe I’ll even feel your breasts / against my chest / against my bullet-proof vest / but right / now, I cant see any light / in the tunnel / I mean I want you, but I can’t imagine us even cuddle / I remember the first time / that I saw you / I wanted to make you mine / but didn’t wanted to insult you

And I remember the time when we first got drunk together / we both said a lot of things, but you’ll be the regretter / maybe I said to much, but I meant every word / you’re better than many / better than any girl / that I’ve ever met / you make my world twirl / it rotates / honestly, girl, I believe that we’re soul mates / if you’d choose me, I’d never come home late / cause if I find true love, I’d finally forget about this cold place…


It’s the first time in a long, that I don’t feel for dying
It’s the first time in a long, that I fall asleep without crying
It’s the first time in a long, that I seem to get along
It’s the first time in a long, that I’m in love, and I mean love


You know that mask I wear to work everyday / the one that makes you not walk away / well I’m sick of that mask, I want to stop using it / But, baby baby, would you please stop confusing me / and answer this; How can anybody feel this low? / I’m asking you, cause sincerely, I don’t know / I do know / this though; / don’t wanna go on without you, baby / I’m as crazy / over you as Slim Shady / over Hailie /

Give me a chance to treat you like a queen / cause that’s what you are, I’m barely a human-fucking-beeing / maybe you can teach me to laugh and cry / to live and die / cause I don’t wanna be a muthafackin’ machine / I wanna feel love, I wanna be alive / I wanna care, and forget that I’m in Babylon’s archive / so now you know what I want, which brings it to this / Miss / please / can I give you a kiss!?…


It’s the first time in along, that im able to smile
It’s the first time in a long, the first time in a while
It’s the first time in a long, I don’t feel like drinking
It’s the first time in a long, my ship isn’t sinking