As i Carry the world on my shoulders
Was i the one who put it there
Because no matter the course i take
It refuses to go anywhere

As i am the loneliest soldier
Was that a choice i made
When something good appears
Do i make the choice to evade

Hello darkness
My old friend
Will i be with you
Until the end
Will i ever appreciate
Something good for real
Will i ever stop to
Be scared of what i feel

Come closer
But not too close
Thats the road
That i have chose
Love me
But not too much
Then i Will die
From your touch

This feelings
Will kill me in the end
Because a heart broken
Can never be mend
All the experience
Colours my soul
To the extent
That i cant be whole

I ask why me
In despair at night
Wherever i lay my hat
Will never be right
Why do i deserve
A darkness inside
No matter where i look
There is nowhere to hide

I dont Blame you for leaving
I cant even stand myself
And everywhere i am
I put People through hell
Maybe you were right
To finally walk away
I have no right
To ask you to stay
I made you suffer
I took away your goodness
I am sorry
For creating such a mess