I have so much to say
But noone to talk to
I have alot on my mind
So much i am going through

I am trying to carry
It all by myself
Trying to pretend like
I don't need any help
Trying to help the world
No matter the cost
Trying to forget everyone
And everything I lost

I am addicted to pain
Suffer is my middle name
I am a hero to some
But to me I am none
I want to be numb
I don't really want to feel
I have tried so hard
But it's not for me to heal

If one thing is over
Then another one starts
Trouble hitting me
Like fastflying darts
Another pain
Another gain
But I don't gain
I only lose more
Leaving me stranded
Leaving me sore

I wish for someone
To hold my hand
I wish for someone
To help me stand
I wish for just
A short time of peace
I wish for time
To be able to freeze
I wish for a life
Full of nothing but joy
I wish for happiness
For my girl and my boy
I wish for a life
Without clouds and rain
I wish for some days
Some days without pain