Kill me!! Rape me!! just fucking Hate me!!
scare me!! Hit me!! just fucking beat me!!
shoot me!! burn me!! just fucking try to learn me!!
I don\'t care!! I don\'t fear!! you\'re just wasting time!!

I have seen my self drown in a endless hole of darkness and misery
I have blame myself for everything you done to me
I have slept in the arms of sorrow
I have been trying to get up from there but they all drag me down again

But now....

Im strong again im climbing up against the cold and emotionaly empty problems without no mercy
with no fear with no regret I don\'t even look down there again
this is my past and Im not going to let it effect my life my future, and
I don\'t gonna let this poison reach my Heart and turn it to a black cold source off Pain again!! Never!! NEVER!!
I never feelt so lifeless so worthless so totaly empty like I did!!

she came down like a Angel send from heaven! all these situations with poisoned knifes full of pain do not effect me anymore she\'s my cure agains everything. She turned my life from black now to gray! she\'s my everything
my light in the dark, my cure when they hit me. she\'s the voice that calm me down when the Panic inside me rise to a dangerous level!!

but still I feel this this pain they gave me, all the remembrance hunt me, like a hunter hunt the poor roe deer. full with Hate I FUCKING WANT MY REVENGE!!
but why? why be so dumb like them?
I want them to feel the pain they gave me. I want to be finish with my past


IM NOT GOING TO DROWN BY YOUR THOUGHTLESS SCHEMING!!
I NEVER FORGET!!!
I TRY TO WARN YOU, YOU PLAY WITH FIRE IT\'S GONNA BURN YOU!!!