~*~
~~
Beside the blackbound Book of Alchemy it stands,
My Diary of past times and friends,
Grinning madly when once in a while it I read
Of luscious maidens kissing til blood appears,
I take it out and my featherpen reveals.
~~
I sit here writing in my Castletowers
thinking about past times gone love and lovers
a memory from long ago
of a distant maiden I know, my love
Think about your wife, maybe IRL
now contemplate her gone from your life
Aye, I did that twice
a third time in here coming,
I hear the storm on it's way.
~~
*sighs and sips his deepred wine*
~~
The future doors you unlock
and see them unfold
and mine are seldom blocked
by myself but by circumstances in multifold
~~
*scratches his beard*
~~
So that's why, I see others life in sorrow
that should be happiness in my Morrow,
praying to the gods, high above
playing with these souls, down below
Aye, a human am I
and always shall be
meet me in the Clearing
and, maiden, you shall see
a thousand words to one
and still you shall drift apart
And to your Soulmate but one
and forever you are one heart.
~~
Open your heart's content
and be blessed and content
we shall grow together,
into full harmony, you'll see
and not like the outside pretenders
meeting and still
just loving the image to be, that they see.
~~
The ravenhaired
and the irish red roses
I love the most.
The ones that are playing a shallow game,
I do not call living a life.
The ones that are saying I am not myself,
I do not recognize.
The ones that are telling me I am tired,
I look at and just yawn.
Come another Dawn.
~~
Forever into the future means a less time for some,
still I stand and wonder how come?
I am living my future and the words of the oath
do not live here...and I have looked everywhere
I look around and see again, my love was but a friend.
Giving up is too easy
lover's suicide always concerns two
and the one remains.
~~
*sighs as he finish the silverchalice*
~~
Just a game, I laugh in Triumph
The Diary of a Madman in the Blizzard of Ozz,
The Wizard am I, now ending this chronicle.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~29Jan98~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LordParzifal

~*~

Diary of a Madman




Screaming at the window

Watch me die another day

Hopeless situation

Endless price I have to pay


Sanity now it's beyond me there's no choice


Diary of a madman

Walk the line again today

Entries of confusion

Dear diary I'm here to stay


Manic depression befriends me

Hear his voice

Sanity now it's beyond me

There's no choice


A sickened mind and spirit

The mirror tells me lies

Could I mistake myself for someone

Who lives behind my eyes

Will he escape my soul

Or will he live in me

Is he tryin' to get out or tryin' to enter me


Voices in the darkness

Scream away my mental health

Can I ask a question

To help me save me from myself


Enemies fill up the pages

Are they me

Monday till Sunday in stages

Set me free

Ozzy Osbourne 1981

"If your circle stays unbroken then you're a lucky man
cause it never ever has for me" ~*~Ozzy~*~

Triumph i sista raden av min DOAM är ju också en gammal bra grupp, det här är en not från CastleTowers sidan som min poesiwebsida kallades då, ingen av dom blev skrivna men Rose skrevs den här vintern LPWJ 25/01/09

*Upcoming poetry:
Hymn X
Aditu II
(De)light(ful)
Rose Arched Window
(yea, R.A.W.)
...and hopefully not
too many diaries...
LPWJ