~~~~~~~~~~Utopian Kingdom?~~~~~~~~~~
~~~(Drowning Heart In The Lake Of Days Apart)~~~
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The Queen knows where the King is
she just doesn't want to share his kingdom
he made for them,
waiting on the someone on who his life he spent
A World Apart but Close Our Hearts
the King knows where the Queen is
he just doesn't want to prolong this boredom
she made for them,
waiting on the someday in when her life she will consent
Drowning Heart In A Lake Of Days Apart
That guy you met wanted to give you so much,
ironic I got emptiness for it...just when our Kingdom
we had touched
we were happy then
the short times we meet
after you done this...to us
don't expect me to be happy at your command,
to be at eachothers feet
something that comes naturally
limbus maximus dying from platonic love
we met and after our meeting we were without regrets
but the curse will make our love to sorrow
I, your lord and king, shared my heart and mind,
you, M'lady, my queen, don't even share your time...
all I needed was you by my side
to live what we promised and not always at your convenience and never mine
to save Our Summer and Our Dream...instead I alone have to see it vanishing
This is too hard to think about so I'll be silent from now
our time will never come back and love turned into an enemy
Bitterness
is all what's left
All what's left is
Bitterness
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Utopian Kingdom...Lost Kingdom
all the Princes and Princesses that long to be
the Ladies in waiting courting me, adoring me
at least that's how it seems to me
and my bored inner mind's eye
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oh sweet unknown lady
sent from heavens with a word kind
and an understanding mind
scent of lost summermeadows with a heart mild
bruised since a long time
so are mine.....
when I finally thought the feeling of being neglected had
ceased to be!
life's happiness would have lost love moments disappear
and yet again them winning.
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oh woe is me
without a blessing in the skies
fallen angel's heritage from the day the earth saw light first
looking for blessings in disguise
longing for the one to care as much as I do, and done,
since birth
oh sweet poor lady...
you couldn't have known you opened the door to my lost dream
life's sorrow and lost time...I shed a tear silvery in empty silence
after a golden high beginning.
alone my tear turns to the moon watching the sun
go down beyond our horizon...
another unspent day in our Kingdom
awaiting the dawn in misery.
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~~~~~~~~~~17-20Jul99~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~what used to be LordParzifal