I hide my sorrows
behind fake smiles
and uncontrolled anger

I hide my pain
in loud laughs
and sharp comments

I hide my thru self
behind this mask
of happiness and contentment

I’ve placed my hart in a box
and looked it carefully
Because I know
that if I ever let anyone see
what I truly feel
I will hurt them
And I don’t know
if I could ever face myself in the mirror
after that

There is so much pain
in my life
And I just don’t know
what to do whit it