I can not be there

In the centre of your stars

I cant just be something you round of your life with

That much I do not love

My blood

In me I carry more courage than that

So sharp edges you do carry

My heart is already confused and faint and giddy

I can not

I do not carry that much hate for me

that I get giddy enough to do such

I do not, not love me that much

 I can not be here

In the middle of your stars

As a milestone for where you´ve been or where you land

No longer can I hold your hand

It is no honor to be your hero

Because I am not

Next to you, you make me feel

like nothing more than a zero

But the truth is, you have no hero

You are the one You love to love

Not more than a dot in the end of a sentence am I

You cruelly made me believe, I was the beginnig

of you and I

But no!

All along I was the beginnig of something you

already saw the ending of

And I, I am a runaway train, for the first time standing still

for too long

A timetable like your´s nobody ever could follow

In the middle of your stars, I can not live the walls are to hollow

Your insulting words thrown at me

because you still believe that I was the wrong

In eveything

Yourss are the harsh beliefs,

You do not believe me when I tell you the truth

that the game of keeping your stars apart

was not mine

The truth of me you can not see

When it was me

who held your stars together

When your hole life was falling apart

I was the one who held together your stars

And I can not hate myself for what you think is true

Because I know what I did, and I did for you

For that reason I can not stay

Not when you scream my singing birds away

You see me as the inscription in your gold bracelet

That never will come of or go away

if you do not melt the hole bracelet away

I am afraid that you will one day

And I see it so clearly now

 I can no longer stay

I can no longer pray for your undying love

You are driving us apart

where I stand in the middle of your heart

In your heart it is too much ashes and gray

 I dont want it to be that way

The centre of your stars is free

It was always a centre, and centre I guess, is not

mee