I spoke with my girlfriend
Twice today
She told me she was happy
She told me of joy

Still I get this feeling
I'm pulling her down
Oxymoronic
Makes no sound

I've tried to be nicer
I've tried to be kind
But it ain't been effective
The feeling remains

I need to loose it
Be out in the cold
Learn the lesson
In a harder way

And maybe then
I'll be better
Off in my ways

I know that you'll read this
Don't take it to your heart
It's only for me
Before it's forgotten

I'll try to be better
I'll try to be kind
I'll try to be nicer
Just one more time

Only one thing is unspoken
Only one thing remains
It's a "thankyou"
For all your help