I really hate death!
I really hate cancer!
I hate that you have deadly cancer!
I just want you to be healthy again.
I just want you to be happy again.
I want everything to be normal again.

Before this bloody disease!
Before your depression!
Before cring myself to sleep almost every night.

I don't want to worry anymore!
I don't want to wake up in the morning not knowing if you're dead or alive!

Please be okay!
Please stay alive!
I don't wanna lose you!
I care about you too much.
I don't want you to die.
Even if I know that the cancer will kill you someday, I don't want you to die!
I want you to stay alive!

I want you to see me grow up.
I want you to see me happy again!
I just don't want you to die!

Please don't leave me.
Atleast not now!
I need you to much.

I wish that I lives in a fariytale where nothing bad ever happend.
I wish that I actually were happy.
I wish that this darned crap never happend.

I've said it before and I'll say it again!
I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE!!

Please don't leave me here alone.
I Love You!