Mad
I am indeed
I surely must be
Why, oh why would I
be such a compulsive liar
such a social lunatic
and ruthlessly egoistical
struggling for my own sake?

Surely
I am mad
I must indeed be
How, oh how could I
stop being such a phobic
less of exaggeration
and more of gentle timidity
struggling for other's lives?

Indeed
I am surely
Mad I must be
When, oh when will I
quit being me and I yet myself
drinking delusions for water
breathing my own despair
struggling as I am too scared?