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The mouse and the bear
I don’t know how much more of this I can take. My mixed blood excludes me from the gangs. Being young and rather small makes me an easy target. Most of the time I try to be as invisible as possible but there’s always someone who spots me. It doesn’t matter that I know how to fight when there’s five of them. And if I manage to fight one or two off it only gets worse. The last time it happened I saw him. I could’ve sworn the look he gave me told me to be strong. He mostly keeps to himself. One of the biggest guys in the unit. Even if he’s a loner only a fool would mess with him. I know he can take care of him self. I saw him coming out of the showers yesterday. His upper body was full of old scars. I ought to beat the crap out of him. He’s just a kid. Following me around. Why can’t he leave me alone? And who does he think he is, saying things like that? I should rip his throat out. I’m Jonny Steel. Steel, says it all. I saw them coming last week. He looked at me. I walked away. He’s found a place where he can be alone. I have no idea what he’s doing there. I followed him earlier today. It’s now or never I thought, and snuck in. He looked up and when he saw that it was me he sighed. I used to have a place of my one but the kid found me. Like a mouse, yeah, he caught my scent and sniffed me out. He just happened to pass by and decided to drop in. All of a sudden he was there, tilting his head and sat down beside me. He promised to be quiet. If he hadn’t I would have kicked his ass. I know what he wants. Protection. I can’t help him. I won’t take a beating for him. I’ve done my share of fighting. Just because I’m a loner some punks thinks I’m the perfect guy to take down. I get it. They want to earn their place. Too bad for them, the only place they end up in is a hospital bed. But I guess he’s in a much worse situation than me. And now, I have to share my place with him. Sure, be my fucking guest, as long as you keep your mouth shut and don’t try anything funny with me. I had to ask my father for help. If anyone ever found out who my father is I would be beaten to death. I changed my surname ten years ago. In order to protect him. He can never visit me so he sends me messages through others. Jonny Steel, armed robbery against a CIT. Ended up in a shoot out with the police, took one in the shoulder and one in the leg. He might as well have gotten one in the head. Lucky bastard. My oldest sister Sarah tells me everything. Before she’s leaving she also tells me that he’s done what I asked and that she’s put some more money in my account. Mom wants me to call her next week. That’s all good news. It’s taken mom a long time to come to terms with the fact that her only son is a murderer. Dad understood right away, it was me or him. How he pulled it off I’ll never know. He’s seems to be incredibly resourceful, I’ll give him that. Hanson came by and said that Carter wanted to move out. Carter moved out and I moved in. I bought a few things I hoped would please Jonny. I tried to be funny and I kept my mouth shut whenever he told me to. He likes the fact that I don’t snore. I can endure the others because sooner or later he has to make a choice. He isn’t so bad after all. He knows how to get things and he’s kinda funny. For a kid. When I tell him to shut up, he obeys. And he doesn’t snore. I know there are those still giving him a hard time. I have to make a decision. He’s my cellmate now. I should have his back, shouldn’t I? They came. Four of them. I braced myself. Closed my eyes. Instead of pain I was hit by the sound of bones breaking and a man screaming. It was over almost as soon as it had begun. The four of them were lying on the floor. Blood spatter on the wall. And he was standing in front of me, roaring like a bear. Then the guards came and took him away. They came. Four of them. I acted without thinking. I broke an arm, dislocated a kneecap, broke a nose and kicked one in the groin. Two weeks in the hole then home sweet home. Two weeks, but it was worth it. The look on their faces. Guess I’m the proud owner of a mouse now. But I can’t call him Mouse. He would probably not like that. I have to give him a better name. Mini? Nah. He’s pretty tiny and short though. What’s his name? I don’t know. I’ll ask the next decent guard. Marsden, Timothy. Mars. Yeah, I’ll call him Mars. He has no other choice than to accept that now that he’s gotten what he wants. The cell is spotless. Everything’s in order. I managed to get him some coffee. I haven’t felt this calm in a long time, haven’t slept this well in years. He’ll be here soon. Two weeks in the hole. He did it for me. I belong to him now. I’ll just take it easy, be out of his way and let him decide everything. I got snotty comments from the others on my way back to the cell. Was it worth it just to get my dick sucked? If he’s any good could I pass him on? I ignored them, shook my head and kept on walking. Mars becomes my shadow. It doesn’t take long before we start doing things together. Work out and watch TV. He's usually one step behind me. It took some time to get use to it but now it’s kinda funny. I like to trick him. Like when I stop walking without him knowing. He hasn’t got a chance to avoid bumping into me and when he does I smack him on the head. I kinda like it when he looks down and smiles. It's like raising a pup. This pup though knows how to get me things. We always have a stack of tuna and peanut butter and fruit. And he gets me lots of stamps. There's this woman who writes to me. Lisa 35. She wanted to be my friend at first, but now she definitely wants more. Some women are like that. Prefers the rougher type of men. Gets turned on the idea of being with someone like me. She would never dare if it was for real but who cares? I need to pass some time and she looks okay. Mars provides me with stylish stationeries whenever I need it. He writes the letters. I tell him what to write and he makes it look good. I do notice how he grimaces when I get a little intimate. Intimate. Well, what the fuck should I call it then? I’m no different than the others. I’m horny as hell. Of course I need some new fantasies. Every time I want him to write about sex his lip drops a little on one side. I like to tease him. But he still writes what I tell him to. And she isn’t that shy anymore. Thanks to him. He calls me Mars. Better than the Mouse. Wherever he goes, I follow. One step behind. It took some time to get use to but it’s become rather fun. A game between us. Sometimes he just stops walking and I bump right into him. He smacks me on the head, I look down and smile. He seems to like this a lot. We work out together. I pretend to be a little timid and weak. He’s strong as a bear. When he wants to teach me how to fight, I simply play along, admire him his skills and make him feel good about himself. I even play jealous when he writes to a woman. Actually, I’m writing. He dictates. I can hear him sometimes. He’s also horny I guess. Yesterday I pretended to sleep. He was very quiet, but I recognize the sound. When I moved and mumbled, he stopped. After a while he started again. I muttered. He became silent. Then again. I moved. He lay still. The rhythmic sound started again. He began breathing heavily. I can hear him. He growls when he comes. I pretend to sleep. The other night I was aroused by something the woman had written. She has a vivid imagination and she’s a really good writer. He wants me to read the letters out loud. I had to release the tension, my balls were getting blue. I waited until he was asleep. At least I thought he was sleeping. He tricked me again. Made me believe I had woken him up, got me to bring him some water and then I had to rub his feet. At least I wasn’t horny anymore after that and it’s a cheap price to pay for my safety. And I think he liked it. Feet, neck, back. I can’t help myself. He touches me. I never touch him. Sure a smack on the head when we’re in general population. He gets that and he doesn’t complain. Nobody’s messing with him any more. That’s one thing that turned out as it was supposed to. One good thing I’ve done. I thought about it the other day. He’s the only one I’ve got. It’s sad but true. I think he’s beginning to like me. I’ve gone from feet to neck and now back. I must be good at this. Why else would he let me continue? I can see him coming back. He looks sad. Visitation day. Not that I get any visits but he does. His oldest sister today I think. He walks right passed me, doesn’t say a word. He doesn’t even look at me. He climbs straight into bed and stays there for the rest of the day. Nigh time and lockdown, and he’s still in bed. I’m actually beginning to worry. Sarah came. My world collapsed. I’ve been lying in my bed ever since. He’s back. Lockdown. I can hear him breathing. I really don’t want to talk to him. Yesterday I got his dessert. He wants me to put on a few ponds. I’m Tim again when we’re alone...
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