What if they knew
About what you said
Exactly, the time
How I manage to keep up my charade
While you're on the run
Locked up in my mind


What, if they got
The whole picture, of you
How you
Claim to be true
But beauty fades
In my eyes
In another view
It's turning clear
I swear

If they only knew
The reason I'm so f*cked up
Is because of you

If they knew
That you smiled
Whenever I smiled
and that you never shed a tear
When I disappeared
that you found somebody new
as usual,
instantly, to your defence
I never took your threat
love "til death do us part"
seriously


If they only knew
The reason I'm f*cked up
Is because of you
If they knew...

 
How we made it sound
Meant to be
Like something magical
and undefined breathing in the air
When we were there
...For each other
But let it all slip
Through our fingers
Oh did you really care...

 

What if they knew
There isn't an angel
In the room, any more
What if they knew
Your signature
But that I'd never reveal your disguise
The scars that you try to mend
Or how you left me
With mine

 

cause then they would figure out
exactly where you hit me
And where it hurts

...oh the most

 

and the fear
I can't run
or hide
It's still out there
In the mist
of my happiness
and in the neighborhood
to my soul

 

 

You mean something...
baby!

 

 

 

Still so unaware