For a second I felt like I belonged

for a few seconds there was a connection

I remembered the warmth and the joy

like an invisible bridge between now and then



In that moment it was crystal-clear



I don’t belong

I’m an outsider

I’m not included

in the magic circle of love



The wave of love is still and silent

my guiding star twinkles vague in the dark

the sound of emptiness and loneliness

echoes in my soul



A second of rememberans

happines from the past

Bring me tears

tears that dwell in my broken heart



I surrender

and silent teardrop’s run down on my cheeks