You closed the door to my heart
And locked it from the outside
Days went on and my heart remained empty
Without a word from you

Then, from nowhere you unlocked the door
But do didn't step in, you just stood in the doorway
Before you left again you gave me a bit of hope
It was not much, but it was enough
It was enough to set the flame back on fire

Now, the door has been open for to long
It has been open in the trust of you coming back
But you haven't and the door is still open
It has been waiting for you
The cold outside has frozen my heart
And the flame is long gone dead

Now I am a human being with a frozen heart

I was hurt the first time
But the second time almost killed me


I'm afraid to close the door once and for all
Because I'm afraid that it will kill me
I'm afraid to let my heart feel again
Afraid of being hurt


I'm afraid to give
The pieces of my broken heart
To someone else
Afraid to let me feel so strong
As I did for you
For someone
Who isn't you

I'm afraid that letting go of you
Will stop my world from turning
I'm afraid that
It will stop me from living




I'm afraid to let go of you
So that



I can start to live again